I’ve always been open to signs from the “other side”. Ever since I was little I had a weird fascination with people who have passed and where they went. I am a true believer in ghosts and all paranormal things, and have recently in my spiritual journey started really opening up those intuitions. However as the new year rolled around and I was still trying to figure out what to do, I wasn’t as spiritual as I am currently. My Nana was and still to this day one of my favorite people and I feel her presence around me in so many ways. I would speak to her often and ask her for her advice or guidance in so many situations of my life so why would this be any different. Back then, my logical brain always kicked in and made herself known and I knew in my soul that if I didn’t at least try one more time I would always regret it. Everyone in my life was so supportive in my decision to move forward or not, my husband didn’t want me to go through all the disappointment again, which was understandable. My mother, God bless her soul always and still always just wants me to be happy. So I asked Nana. “ Please send me sign, I know you will guide me in the best direction”.
Now that I am out of the trenches of IVF, looking back I was manifesting that little life force. I would clearly see visions of my little family and I felt the emotion of it all. The happiness, the exhaustion, the peace. Without even knowing about manifesting and mindset like I do know. I was already being pulled to it. It was so strong that I, deep in my soul knew that I was going to try one more time. The sign just was something I needed to confirm it. My nana would appear in many different ways, all very special to me, ducks, butterflies, the smell of her Elizabeth Taylor Diamonds perfume, I knew when it was her. Call it intuition or whatever you like but my soul just knew it was her. I was walking my dog some days after asking Nana for the sign and sitting perched on one of our white cars was a cardinal. I was shocked because I have never seen one since moving to Florida. I instantly knew who it was and that she didn’t want me to give up. I saw this cardinal two more times that week on the hood of my car. I called the doctors and set a meeting for transfer round 2…
The Spiritual Cerologist 